well….hello there! Let me tell you what I’ve been doing in the last little while that’s kept me from updating here in so long. I owe you that much, I think

Here is, in no particular order, what my life has been in the last week and a half or so:

1. 1. Eating a huge amount of turkey with family (mostly girl family, poor guys feel left out haha, wah) - 1 day - it was Thanksgiving here don’tcha know.
2. 2. Recovering from family (and huge amount of turkey, but family mostly) - 1 day
3. 3. Recovering from another cold, probably given to me by someone in said family - I felt so crappy I didn’t even feel a twinge of horny, that really sucked - 3 days
4. 4. Refereeing my sons since they were home from school for the holiday and I didn’t want blood on my nice carpets - 1 day
5. 5. Catching up on all the work I missed from the 3 days lost (see above) - 2 days
6. 6. Fixing my mom’s computer since she has no clue how the thing works and every little bug is a disaster of epic proportions - 1/2 day
7. 7. Trying to set up a stupid wireless network to connect my home computers (it’s simple, it should work, why doesn’t it work???) - 2 days and counting.
8. 8. Making dinner, doing dishes, sleeping and all of that other totally unnecessary stuff - approx 3 days if you put it all together, I don’t need much sleep anyway.

So you can see where some things may have gotten put aside for awhile, can’t you lol. I did get a bit of an update done on my list of porn links, and I even got a free porn site done as well - a hairy pussy one Coochie Closeups…got to keep it all rolling, you know

Now a little something, while we’re on the subject of hairy pussies…if you’ve been reading my posts, you know that this is Ponygirl’s Season of Naturalness hehe - the only thing I’m shaving lately is my legs, and even that’s hit or miss, depending on how lazy I feel when I shower. Now to me, this is a bit of indulgence - hubby likes it this way for a change - but I have to admit, it’s not bad

I think I prefer my pussy shaved, at least around the lip area, but the underarms are kind of a surprise. I don’t know if it’s just because I’m a girl, but my underarm hair doesn’t grow like a guy’s seems to. It’s pretty short and kinda furry looking, and there really isn’t a lot of it. I think it looks kinda neat. I was worried about smelling like a dockworker lol but that’s not happening. I mean, I do shower regularly. And really, the only time I work up a sweat I’m not exactly in a position to care, if ya know what I mean

Anyway, what I thought I’d like to do is take some photos. Or rather, have hubby take some photos, of course he’s all for that hehe. I just thought with the right angle and pose it would look really cool. Plus it would satisfy that little exhibitionist part of me without compromising the shy part LOL. So I’ll be doing that sometime this coming weekend (hopefully!) and when I have them the way I like them I’ll put them up so you can let me know how it looks. ok? ok

Well, that’s it for now, I’m going to try and get some sleep so I can tackle this whole wireless fiasco again in the light of day, when no one’s here. In case I need to throw something, or curse really loud.

till next time,
sweet dreams

You might have noticed that there are some links over on the side there. Some of those are to sex blog lists, some are my own sites or sites I think might be interesting, and some are my friend’s blog links. I add to those links from time to time so you should have a look once in a while.

Anyway, the reason I bring this up is that I recently added some new friends to my list, and one of them got me thinking…as a woman, what do I like to see when I look at porn? Oh sure, I know what guys like to look at heheh. Most of the porn sites I make myself are of course designed with men in mind. After all, who looks at porn on the internet? Guys, right? Well move over, men - it seems that more women are surfing porn for themselves. It used to be when I looked at porn it was with a partner, to enhance our sex life together. Well I find myself looking for porn to arouse myself with - and just myself - more often these days. That’s why I was happy to add Ms. Naughty Porn For Women to my friends list. It’s intelligent, interesting and amusing…oh and some hot pics don’t hurt either

So what are my perverted preferences? Yes, I like hardcore porn. I like to see fucking, love the cock-in-pussy close ups, and a good anal sex video is always sure to get me wet, but there’s some other stuff I like too that I don’t get see as much of unless I go looking for it myself. For instance, one of my favorite things to see is a guy jerking himself off. mmmm yeah, I like that. When I fantasize about that, it goes something like this…

I’m standing, watching as he takes his cock out and slowly rubs his hand up and down the shaft, and I can’t tear my eyes away as it slowly starts to get harder and harder. I look right in his eyes as he pumps his cock, sliding up and down and making it drip tiny drops of precum from the tip, I just want to go over and lick it off but I resist and just enjoy the sight.

He keeps going, his eyes half closed now, his breathing getting harder as he strokes it faster and faster and it’s just getting me hotter and hotter, my pussy is getting damp and I put my hands down there and feel it all warm and wet…but I still don’t take my eyes of of him, his hands working his cock so well, he knows just how to get himself off and I like that, I like it a lot. We’re both gasping now as we use our hands on ourselves and it feels so good, watching him jerk off is such a turn on I want to see him cum, and he’s almost there but now I can’t resist I have to get closer…

So I get on my knees and turn my face up and listen as he moans in pleasure and I’m still playing with myself too so we can cum together and when he does explode it covers my face and lips and tongue with his warm sticky salty sweet sperm and I can’t help it I cum too, we make ourselves cum but we cum together and it’s amazing, it feels sooooooo good…

mmmmm…okaaay…hang on - I have to stop there, there’s something I forgot I had to do…

I’ll be back but until then,
sweet dreams

I can’t always talk about sex and porn, can I? Sometimes I feel like revealing a little more of the mundane parts of me, even it it’s just to pretend that I really am a normal person hehe.

So once in a while I might feel like writing about me. After all, that’s why I started this blog - for my selfish side, to talk about me and only me, and feel like people are listening - even if it is in the cyberworld. Really, sometimes I spend so much time in front of this screen that this world feels more real than the ‘real’ one lol.

Anyway, I feel like it tonight so here you go, another peek into me…

A Little Piece of Ponygirl

I’m not much of a ’socially up to date’ person. If I did work a regular 9-5 job, I really wouldn’t have much to talk about at the water cooler. I usually see movies years after they’re gone from the theatres, and I haven’t gotten into a tv show since Melrose Place. This reality stuff does nothing for me and I may be the only person you know who hasn’t seen even ONE survivor-idol-bachelor/ette episode. And quite frankly, I doubt I’m missing anything. Now I know some people are really into it, (not that there’s anything wrong with that hehe), so don’t get mad at me, I’m not normal, remember?

The one thing I do stay up to date with is music. I don’t think I could live without music. I love to go for long drives on country roads with my tunes loud, singing along at the top of my lungs. It relaxes me, revitalizes me and makes me feel. My tastes vary quite a bit, from my first love David Bowie, to my current pussythrob Anthony Kiedis (who has been hanging around in my fantasies for a while now hehe), to all the rock/metal/grunge/whatever bands in between. I always have some kind of music going, even if it’s only in my head.

I love to read, and steal away as much time as I can for that. I’m currently into the (please let it not be true!) last volume of Stephen King’s Dark Tower series - by far and away the most enthralling novels I’ve ever read (and I’ve read a lot). This man is my idol, I think I’ve read every word he’s written. (don’t worry, though - I have no urge to stalk anybody hehe)

Mostly I read in the bath. I lock the door, fill the tub full of girlie smelling bubbles so hot the mirror steams up and there’s little beads of sweat rolling down my neck before I even get in. I get my little space arranged - book, tea, cigarettes, maybe a little puff or two to get a glow - and sink back to enjoy the only real ‘me’ time I get.

I like to take care of my skin, exfoliating and moisturizing and using those funny looking mud masks that are actually quite refreshing.

I paint my toenails red, even in the winter.

I love long, painted fingernails, but mine don’t grow very well. I used to have time to them done (back in my carefree non-mom days lol) and I think I’ll take some time to start doing that again soon.

All these little things I do for myself are just that - for myself. After the stress of my everyday life, it’s nice to smell good and feel soft, relax and get lost in another world for a little while. It just makes me feel so pampered. When I feel pampered, I feel sexy. And when I feel sexy, I can get into all kinds of perverted things. Which is good for you because the one thing I love just as much as reading is writing. And these days the only writing I’m doing is here, where I can let it all hang out heheh.

See? Even when I’m not writing about porn I can get dirty. Which reminds me…I think there’s a bubblebath and a certain gunslinger calling my name. See you soon…

sweet dreams